Moving On

A lot has been happening in my life over the past few months. I finished the hard part of Senior Project and graduation is coming fast. Soon after that I'll be heading to BYU. Its crazy how close everything is, and we never thought it would ever get here.

Over these last few months I've also learned that you can't let other people determine your happiness. I know that's what everyone says, and I always believed it, but I just kept saying to myself, when I get friends I'll be happy. Or, when I graduate I'll be happy. If I could just get out of this town I'll be happy. But no. You can't live your life that way or you'll NEVER be happy, and unfortunately I learned this the hard way. It took almost two years for me to get this, but I'm glad I finally did. There are things that come along with this, however. Because I'm growing as a person, I feel like I'm leaving people behind and there's nothing I can do about that. It's sad, but maybe it's time for me to be my own person. To finally understand what it's like to be really, truly me.

We'll see how this goes, but for now, choose to live your life in happiness now instead of later. xxx

Love

It's Valentine's Day. And once again I spent it by my lonesome. It's kind of alright, because my best friend asked me to be her valentine, but still I was alone. Maybe it would have been better if I could have spent at least part of the day with the cute boy in my seminary class, but, of course, the universe had other plans for me. Oh well. I guess I have many more Valentine's to come. Hopefully. Maybe they'll be cats, but at least I'll have something. :)

2013

I know, I know. I'm wayyyy late on the New Year post, but oh well, at least it's happening, eh?? 2012 held a lot of hard times for me, but I learned some good stuff. I'm grateful for the experience, but I'm glad I'll never have to live through another 2012.
 So far this years been fantastic!! I took a trip to Logan and Bear Lake. That was an adventure I'll never forget. And one that I never want to. I took creeper pictures of my best friend's cousin. I finished my first semester of my senior year. I ate Panda. My fortune cookie came true. Me and my sister cupcaked.
This happened:



 

And I finally feel like I'm becoming "me," the person I'm supposed to be. So here's to you and your New Year. I hope it's a great one for y'all. xxx 

Grateful

-It's Christmas Break
- I'm safe at school
- My family loves me
- I have friends
- I have a BEST friend
- I can be myself
- I don't care what people think about me, or my ugly sweaters :)
- No school for a while
- Parties
- It's the Christmas Season
- Answers to prayers
- The Savior, his life and that He died for me

Merry Christmas y'all! Enjoy spending the holiday with your family. xx

Feels.

In the past few days I have experienced way too many feelings. Haylor. One Direction playing Madison Square Garden. Payzer getting back together. Haylor. Boys. Boys. Boys. It's a lot to put on one girl. Haylor. Is not okay. And it's not that I don't want Harry to be happy, it's just that I wish he could be happy with someone else. Someone that won't make a boat load of money off their break up. I just don't want him to get hurt.

Boys. It's always a horrible feeling when you have to sit by your friend and her boyfriend. Cause they're all in love and you're just sitting there like 'I. Love. Food.' good thing I'm forever alone with my best friend or I couldn't make it through the day. But then sometimes boys are sweet and you're like 'Aww! I could love you!' but you never know what they're really thinking. Sometimes it is too much for a person and you have to pick food over a boy.

Hopefully your love life is way more existent than mine. :)
xx

I'm Back Jack!!!!

Well folks, I'm officially legal! My 18th birthday was on Thanksgiving. Pretty legit, eh?? Anywho, it was a fabulous day spent with my whole family, that I love deeply. They're the greatest. I also got to share my birthday party with my precious little cousin Hayden. She's a doll. :)

 I also got to spend the day before with my best friend, Becca! She is honestly the greatest, and I would be lost without her. We didn't do anything crazy or exciting. But that's ok, because being able to see her and laugh like we always do was just the sam. SHOUTOUT!! x

Also, guess who got Take Me Home for her birthday?? This girl! (Me) Best. Present. Ever.

Peace! xx

Hands

You know you have an A+ physics teacher when he runs down the hall during class after a toy hovercraft yelling at kids to "get out of the way!!!!" and to "move your feet!!"

I know lots of Nates, and they're all my favorite in different ways. Some of them compliment my hair, others have nice hands and others I have tender moments with that make me believe the human race is not nearly so bad. :)

Just watched One Direction perform on the X-Factor for Uncle Simon. So precious. He was so proud. It was fabulous. Then they played their Pepsi commercial. It was golden. "And I'm Harry.." hahahaha. Little Things live= perfection

Also, congratulations to President Obama, for another 4 years. May the odds be ever in your favor. :)

Happy days! xx