Grateful

-It's Christmas Break
- I'm safe at school
- My family loves me
- I have friends
- I have a BEST friend
- I can be myself
- I don't care what people think about me, or my ugly sweaters :)
- No school for a while
- Parties
- It's the Christmas Season
- Answers to prayers
- The Savior, his life and that He died for me

Merry Christmas y'all! Enjoy spending the holiday with your family. xx

Feels.

In the past few days I have experienced way too many feelings. Haylor. One Direction playing Madison Square Garden. Payzer getting back together. Haylor. Boys. Boys. Boys. It's a lot to put on one girl. Haylor. Is not okay. And it's not that I don't want Harry to be happy, it's just that I wish he could be happy with someone else. Someone that won't make a boat load of money off their break up. I just don't want him to get hurt.

Boys. It's always a horrible feeling when you have to sit by your friend and her boyfriend. Cause they're all in love and you're just sitting there like 'I. Love. Food.' good thing I'm forever alone with my best friend or I couldn't make it through the day. But then sometimes boys are sweet and you're like 'Aww! I could love you!' but you never know what they're really thinking. Sometimes it is too much for a person and you have to pick food over a boy.

Hopefully your love life is way more existent than mine. :)
xx

I'm Back Jack!!!!

Well folks, I'm officially legal! My 18th birthday was on Thanksgiving. Pretty legit, eh?? Anywho, it was a fabulous day spent with my whole family, that I love deeply. They're the greatest. I also got to share my birthday party with my precious little cousin Hayden. She's a doll. :)

 I also got to spend the day before with my best friend, Becca! She is honestly the greatest, and I would be lost without her. We didn't do anything crazy or exciting. But that's ok, because being able to see her and laugh like we always do was just the sam. SHOUTOUT!! x

Also, guess who got Take Me Home for her birthday?? This girl! (Me) Best. Present. Ever.

Peace! xx

Hands

You know you have an A+ physics teacher when he runs down the hall during class after a toy hovercraft yelling at kids to "get out of the way!!!!" and to "move your feet!!"

I know lots of Nates, and they're all my favorite in different ways. Some of them compliment my hair, others have nice hands and others I have tender moments with that make me believe the human race is not nearly so bad. :)

Just watched One Direction perform on the X-Factor for Uncle Simon. So precious. He was so proud. It was fabulous. Then they played their Pepsi commercial. It was golden. "And I'm Harry.." hahahaha. Little Things live= perfection

Also, congratulations to President Obama, for another 4 years. May the odds be ever in your favor. :)

Happy days! xx

Ed the Magnificent

Have you ever felt alone when you're surrounded by your own friends?? That's how I feel everyday. It's not fun. I hate that when a teacher says you can work with a partner I have no one there and I end up being the loser without a partner. I hate that no one cares about me as much as I care about them and I hate that when I put everything into a relationship I get nothing back. I'm tired of having a broken heart. I just wish someone would come along and fix it already.

Thank goodness the world has an Ed Sheeran in it, because he is the bomb.com. No joke. He should recieve an award for being a boss at writing songs. There should also be a national Ed day. There would be no school or work and everyone could get together, write songs and sing. Maybe it could be on a beach, with instruments and friends. It would be in honor of the great Ed Sheeran, 'cause he deserves it.

Also, I have a confession.... I love Taylor Swift's new album, Red. I'm not a big fan of hers, but this album is golden. It's different and so amazing.

Happy Monday y'all! xx

Awk.

My whole life is one awkward situation. For reals. Today alone I experienced at least 12 awkward moments. AP Government was an awkward party. I might as well have had 'awkward' written across my forehead. It was so bad, but what can a girl do? My life is sups awk, but that's the way I like it. :)

May your life be way less awkward than mine. xx

Hobos

The other day I told my dad I was going to drop out of school and become a hobo. True story. I'm still considering it.

Yesterday in Physics we discussed force. There's a kid in my class who's, well, let's just say he's different. He tried to move my teacher using the 'Star Wars' force. It was awesome. In the words of my dear friend Jeff, "Seems legit!" This same kid is now in my lab group. Instead of trying to learn all of our names, he gave us nicknames. I am the yellow power ranger, Jeff is the blue power ranger, Nate is the green power ranger and he is the red power ranger because he's (in his words), "the good-looking one."

I love boys. Especially nice ones. And ones that compliment my sparkly shoes. :)
I enjoy yolo-ing with my cousins. It makes for some grand memories.
I'm really loving Imagine Dragons. If you haven't heard of them, listen to this song. Then go look up more of their songs and fall madly in love with them like I have. :)

 

On that wonderful note, I shall leave you be. :) Have a wonderful weekend folks! xx

Dear World

Sometimes I really love people: they're nice and sweet and wonderful. Other times I think humans are not so great; I want to punch them in the face and then run away to a beach with my guitar. Wouldn't that be the life.

Please can it rain??? It would make my life right now. I would also prefer if you could time it so I'm with certain people. So we can enjoy it together. :) Thank you.

I've learned lots of news this week concerning the love triangle I am currently involved in. Things are a bit clearer and they're starting to make more sense, which also makes things more complicated, unfortunately. That doesn't make sense, you say? Trust me, I don't get it either. Love is rough, I'll tell you what. If love wasn't so complicated we would all be happier and the world would be a better place. Maybe that's the whole point, though. Maybe, when we have love, we'll look back on all of the tears we cried, hearts that were broken and loves that were lost and we'll say, "It was all worth it, because what I have now is better than anything I could have imagined."

I love music. I don't know where i would be without it. Probably living in a hole somewhere. Music has a way of pulling us out of the dark places and back in to the light. It also has the ability to heal our soul when everything else seems to fail. It can express feelings and emotions that are otherwise inexpressible.

The past few days have been really quite wonderful. Yesterday I went to a social gathering at my friend Matt's house. It was a blast. Some of my favorite Meridian people were there! It was definitely a party. It was terribly exhausting, though. Who knew socializing could be so draining!? On the way to this event, me and my friend Morgan went to pick up another friend, Nate. When we got to his house he had just been asked to Sadies! So we helped him pull baggies out of a pumpkin filled with shaving cream and pumpkin innards. It was nasty! But fun. Today I tweeted Jon Shone (One Direction's keyboard player) and Lou Teasdale (One Direction's hair lady) because it was their birthdays!! And Jon Shone favorited it! It made my life. I can now die happy. :)

Best of luck to you all! Have a fabulous Thursday! :) xx

My Blog has Been Birthed!

 

First off, i just want to say THANK YOU to my best friend, Becca, for making this beauty of a blog for me!! I'm very excited. :)

Ok, so I don't really know what I'm supposed to write about, or even what i want to write about, so I guess I'll just start. Two Saturdays ago I went to homecoming with the sweetest boy I've ever known. His name is Kirby, and if I could I would wrap him up, take him home and keep him all to myself. Never sharing him with anyone. For reals. Too bad that's a little bit creepy and not socially acceptable. Anyways, we 'went hard in the paint' and had a blast! My date was a beast at surfing and I didn't even do too bad myself! We also kicked some trash on the ropes course. Just saying. Pretty much me and Kirby are a match made in heaven. So why are we not in love and planning our marriage?? Well, that's what i ask myself everyday, and the answer is this: he's in love with his best friend who may or may not love him back. And I am not that best friend. It's really ok, though, because I make things awkward for them and I'm boss at being the third wheel.

Last week I broke a string on my guitar and I almost cried because it's like my baby. It will hopefully be fixed soon so i can play again, with help from none other than Mr. Kirby! (Did I mention he also plays the guitar and sings??)

On a better note, I have two classes with my 3rd grade lover. Its a little bit awkward because we haven't had a conversation yet, but I'm pretty sure he knows I remember him and he remembers me. Sometimes we have awkward eye contact, but that is currently the extent of our relationship. It's all good though, cause he is really attractive. Oh man. Plus if we got married our story would be the cutest one on the block. :)

So that's pretty much all that's going on in my life right now! Have a nice night! xx